self torture

is it just me or do you find yourself drooling over every edition of the WHF mag pointing at various pieces of kit and uttering the words... i want that one...and that...ooh and that!! i know alot of you guys have pretty impressive set ups as is and although my pioneer slimline amp/reciever + dvd player coupled with mission m70 cinema spkr package, bought after WHF's recommendations, is a few years old it does still make me grin (and the neighbours frown) unfortunately my recent upgrade hopes have been dashed by the sparkler recently placed on my now fiance's finger!! she gets a bit of bling and i get a nice bill!! wheres the justice there!!!