ok i was going out with my ex for 3 years, then i broke it off because i wasn't sure she was what i wanted, but we remained very good friends, i'd often go to parties in her and her friends houses and get a taxi home after , and we spoke daily on the phone..
but at xmas i told her i wanted her back, this was 18 months after we'd split, she said her feelings weren't the same, so i hit the gym as a 20 stone baby , lost 64lbs and started dating other ladies (well one to be precise)
we had been talking all the time, and had a few drinks amongst friends a couple of times, but it was awkward, so last friday week i told her i couldn't come to a party she invited me to at the weekend as i had company
she said that's fine and she would talk to me on sunday, but i told her i'd ring her, on monday, so on monday she rang me at 3pm, i didn't answer, she rang again at 6 and we spoke but she never asked me about my "company", so i never mentioned it.
now as it turned out i didn't have company, i cancelled, it wouldn't have been fair on the other girl because i was thinking about someone else, but my ex didn't know that
so last thursday she invited herself over to mine for a few beers, we had a good chat and a good drink, done a bit of dancing and had a little hugging and kissin
she left in a taxi and i was confused, but i figured it was just the beer, she just wanted to be friends and that's all.
but she appeared again on saturday night, and we done more of the same, she seemed very affectionate, and i asked her if she wanted to go out on sat night, she said yes, as friends, though her actions have been of more than friends
what's going on here guys is tommorow night the big night